Monday, August 30, 2004

The Spectacle's glass cracked again,and eventually give away...again!
This time without any provocation!
Damn, it broke at the very same position,the same place,the same side.
I've sent to make a new glass for the broken side one month ago.And now its broken...again!
Isn't the shop that make the repairs liable for it?Coz its just been a month!
C'mon ppl advise me...do i have a case here?

Fcuk it i'm Frustrated!
Should i stick to wearing contact lenses, which i kinda feel uncomfortable in?
Hmm...

For now i'm wearing the ol' crooked-right nose rest missing-trusted specs!
It will cost another darn $20 to get a new glass made for the right side.

I should have studied for tommorow's term exam.
But then again i didn't.
Tengoklah malam nanti!



See ya'll at bnss tommorow.
But i think i can't make it for those acts put up.
Hmm...at ease

Saturday, August 28, 2004


The youngest cousin from maternal side-the rest are nephews and nieces.
But there is one more lil' cousin coming...maybe its because of the Child benefits incentives!


It's an engagement ceremony just now,an elder female cousin is getting married in the near future.Insya'allah.

Yah!There've been much of this occasion coming through this year.(In event-ascending order.)
1)An elder male cousin wedding;which happen in earlier this year. Maternal
2)Uncle's wedding;which happen recently on 8th August. Paternal
3)an elder female cousin engagement;which just happen today.(she's the younger sister of no.1) Maternal
4)an elder male cousin getting married;will happen this december.Insya'allah. Maternal

Cousins are getting married,god!,time really flies.

I should have study,but couldn't get myself to do it intensely with much focus and dedication.Its term examination this Monday which will last for a week.Have studied a lil' bit.Yeah,Just a lil' bit!

I'm worried at the state i am now.Ain't really interested with my course of study but are trying to do well in the upcoming exams.You know... the usual studying and worrying when exams are coming.Is this instinc?But why are there still peeps who still heck care?

Please god give me some light!Should i tell my parents bout' my intent to change course?

Well there are some good news which will do well for the scene.
Something BIGG is going to happen this year,the one ya'll edging for!
Well lets leave it just there,ya'll will know when the time come.
But it isn't confirmed yet,i'll informed ya'll later when the time come...again!



See ya'll at bnss this teachers day.
Hope i can make it...especially for those acts put up.
at...ease...should i be at half-ease most of the time?

Wednesday, August 25, 2004


The Complimentary Ticket

My first ever SBS complimentary ticket.First time been in a breakdown bus-much to a friend's irony,whom complained that it's her third time in recent times.

The Infrastructure in Singapore is good tho',so you kids should't complained...things happens!

What an experience...

Been busy with school
Term test next week, and i'm still struggling.

Some personal problems bugging me.
Be it academic or social problems.
Yah,future enigma too!
Don't think what i'm doing now is what i want to do...

Yah,things didn't go as intent.


Ain't no school tommorow and Friday.
Its study break.



See ya'll at bnss this teachers day.
Hope i can make it...especially for those acts put up.
at hope-ease

Friday, August 20, 2004

Happy Birthday Nasrulhaq.
You're 15 now...will it be different?
Does it count?

Hmm...

Messaged you on your mobile but you didn't replied.
Didn't bring your cell to school again ke?

Sometimes I'm confused by this attitude people hook on.
Malas nak layan ke?
Agaknye ah...



at hmm-ed ease

Thursday, August 19, 2004


Smile,in whatever one do.
LQMN appears courtesy of BedokYouthUnited
-the lil' Rivaldo-

This is the pioneer piece of ::The Move Curricle::
Basically, shows pictures depicting expression of movment and enjoyment in activities or daily life.Move!,That's the way it is...

Let's make a movement.
Send them pictures related to ::The Move Curricle::
(i.e. pictures depicting movements in different dramatic/artistic move/pose in one's activity or daily life.)
Pictures carry a million words,so there's no need for a write-up.
Send those moved pictures in people!

A logo of this ish will be up sooner or later.

More pics related will be uploaded.



at moved ease

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Cotemplating to go to Kl on September 11.
Where am i gonna dig the cash?

Imran's gonna perform in KL at Hard Rock Cafe for Teh Tarik Crew's latest album launch,What's Next?



at disturbed-ease

Sunday, August 15, 2004


(from left): Imran & Me.

Went to watch Farenheit 9/11 yesterday at Plaza SG courtesy of Imran.

An irony documentary,especially when Michael Moore went to the extent of inviting the diplomat's kids into the army.Boy were they shock by the ultimate question.They stay rooted ,kept quiet and walk away,with no apparent answer.They wanted some one's sons and daughters to serve the country and go to Iraq but thier kids...were they reluctant.

Some selfish-ass America got as its diplomats.

Go watch it,all of Bush dark secrets are revealed.
What a Propaganda!


Anyway thanks again Im for the movie pass.
at ermm...ease...hmm

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

A busy Weekend trip.

Saturday

Went to Flag Day even tho' its uncle's nikah.Had to support the scene especially apiz, you're doing fine.No snapshots of the event...apologies.Visit the beats-society for more updates and pictures.

Sunday

The Wedding Ceremony went well,felt really proud.I got a new aunty now, a stewardess.
Much thanks to those people who rendered thier service, don't know how the ceremony gonna happen without you guys.Thanks, much appreaciate it.


Taking a snap with the newly-weds.

(Clockwise from left) Farhan Aman,Apiz,Lutfi,Boy,Bobo,Luqman "gemuk"
Thanks for rewang guys.

National Day have gone by, our nation have turned 39.Singapore have progressed from a fishing village to somehow a metropolis city.We've gone through war and survived it.C'mon look back people,how our fore-fathers make it in this, far from the comfort of thier home land.

How are they back then?
How are we now?

We are getting a new Prime Minister, he will be sworn in later this week.


The Chinhook flying past with the majestic flag.(taken from the corridor of the Boon Keng flat)

Went to a cousin's place for National Day,they reside in Boon Keng area,so the fireworks is within sight.The Carpark is crowded with people whom failed to get thier tickets to NDP,thefore settled there to see the fireworks.Subsequently I'm part of them too.

Yup,I'm the only one from the family who visit him and his family yesterday, somewhat I'm the only one closest to them in the family.My mom have taken care of his youngest kid when he is into some crisis back then. Nevertheless its back to normal now and he's expecting his fourth child this October.Amusingly his kids called me abang,but i myself called him abang.Maybe they should call me pakcik right.


(left to right)Youngest-fiza,eldest-hafiz,thier cousin-mazwan,centre-daly/ayie & thier mom.

Engaging in a game of chess with hafiz.

His eldest son is name after me,and yup I'm closer to hafiz.But fiza is the one who is manja with me.Love his kids...


Didn't go to school today,having holiday jitters.



at ease

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Things been working quite well...hmm.
Sort off.
No much hiccups,wonder why i'm feeling this way.

Some peeps whom i've been on a hostile set-up seems to be talking to me...again.But i ain't the one who started the hostility tho'.Maybe it should be..."some peeps whom have been on a hostile approach seems to have started talking to me again."

Haha!

The first case have been cleared recently,but i'm the one whom dig up the enquiry after bout 9 months of keeppingmum-avoiding-lookaway & don't want to greet even tho' we knew each other notion taken up by that someone.Hmm after taking the steps assured by Imran,that is to ask openly what's the problem and don't try to argue over it,finally he open up.

He claims that he is offended that i seem to be angry when he doesn't get me something for my birthday.Haha,kelakar tau.C'mon man,i don't expect something materialistic for my birthday...

Anyway the hiatus is over...maybe so.

Then few hours ago,another one with that hostile approach called me up.But in this case the Imran steps couldn't or hasn't yet be applied as i've known the caused...but maybe i should go and ask lah.

So ok he called me up just now...outta the blue.We've been on quite a lil talkin terms few months back tho',yeah we greeted when bumped into each other,but to be like our yester-years,talking like bro' to bro',it just ain't happenning.Maybe time have passed and that have added to the gap.
Ya,conversations have been limited to greetings.

Wonder why he called...
Uhuh,he wanted a sneaker,to borrow one till he buy a new pair.
Politely obliged as he claimed its for schooling.

Why me?
Ya,back then he used to keep some of my pairs of sneakers,we've exchanged some too.
I own quite a few pairs tho',but why after a long hiatus,you've comeback to borrow.
This doesn't sound right kan.

Are the relation currently what it used to be?
Don't think so.
The ultimate Question is,why suddenly ask me for a favor?
Is this taking advantage?

Maybe should let it rest.
Maybe should ask him why.
Maybe should be sincere.

Will i get my fair share of pahala,afterall i'm enabling someone to go to school and continue his education.At the same time,i've enable him to cover his feet from the possible harm,which in turn will keep him walking and able to perform his duty as a healthy muslim...hope so.

Hmm...Maybe should be sincere.
Stop contemplating.

open up your heart
and dont let me go
tell me the things
you want me to know
reshape your mould
for the misshapen soul

-Mishappen by Imran A.



at contemplation-ease

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Let speak bout' Linguistic historica.

Well today's Berita Minggu touch the issue of where does the name Melayu came by.In it Professor Dr Amat Juhari Moain,from University Putra Malaysia says that the word Melayu stands by itself and not as a noun or imbuhan as in me-layu (as in withered).Contradict to that, Melayu actually was Malayu,which is a name of a river that is known to flow rapidly and is located far south in Sumatera.Back then in malay linguist, there are only 3 vowels; 'a', 'i' and 'u'.As the language develop the vowel 'e' appears and consequently Malayu became Melayu.

Therefore,it gives a positive approach and uphold to the word Melayu which could be link with the words fast, rapid and thus progress.

Propter hoc,Melayu means a progressive race and not a withered community.

Let me give ya'll another example extracted from DenganSecaraKebetulan.

Do you know "Melayu" means "to run" in Sanskrit? So Malaya, originally the land of the Malays, was also known as Tanah Pelarian or Land of the People Who Ran(immigrants/refugees).
-dengansecarakebetulan

There's a similar significance from this both article.The word fast, rapid and run.All denoted the same meanings in some circumstances.

Come lets be a melayu nation...

My house looks as tho' tomorrow is Syawal.Some bits of cleaning here and there, change of bedsheets and the erection of a new shelf.And most obvious is the change of new curtains,wohoo.Got to help in piercing the curtains pin and putting them up.Nevertheless Dad did most of it.

Wonder why?

Yup,Next week my dad's last and youngest brother is gonna get married.And the ceremony is taking place here as Grandma is here...sort of.Tho' uncle already got a house few months back.Can't wait for it.

I wish i could bring the digicam for 7th August, the Flag day.But the nikah is on the day itself and most probably dads gonna use it for the ceremony.Hmm...



at ease